This Just Sucks
Sometimes you go through things in life that just suck. There may be something to learn from it. There may not be. You might emerge from it stronger. You might not. It just sucks.
Right now I’m in sort of a sucky situation. I won’t bore you with the details, but suffice it to say that what I’m dealing with is really unpleasant. I don’t know that I’ve actually gotten anything positive out it yet. I may never.
We’re taught that every hardship brings new growth. Every bad thing that happens is an opportunity to learn something. That may be the case most of the time, but once in a while life is just unfair.
I’m not actually whining. Honestly. I don’t blame anyone for my sucky situation. I have no quarrel with the world at large. Maybe with one or two specific people (and yes, they know who they are), but generally I don’t hate the world.
This week I hate it a bit, though. It’s a long story that involves taking off from work, one certifiably crazy person, a few unpleasant folks who just linger like the odor from bad Chinese food, and my own hanging crazy. It’s a complex combination.
I’m hoping that in the next few days all of my I Hate the World suckiness will have calmed down. I’m sure it will pass. In the meantime, I’m just going to enjoy the feeling of suckiness. Wallow around in it until it stains my clothes.
This weekend I’ll shower it all off and be clean and joyful once again. But for right now…
ARGH!